reflection

I have to admit that I fell in love with Sabah at the first sight. Didn't really know why, but there's this strong feeling that is lingering and whispering, "there's something for you here". yea, that kind of feel.

The scenery, subhanallah. The greenery, masha Allah. The people, alhamdulillah. 

great experiences. far from homeland. kinda new.

Ya Allah, thanks for sending me here even I almost rejected the offer and being all gloomy for it at first. indeed, You're the only One who knows best. 

I can see now. You're sending me here to make me stronger. to heal me from what I've been suffering from before. Oo Allah, indeed You're the Most Merciful. still giving me the best of all, when I didn't even give my very best in anything I do. when I'm still drowning in my own sins.

You give me the best.

You even heal me.

I kinda understand now. 

that Allah knows it all. Allah knows. Allah knows.

permata usrah hari ni : 

" Allah SWT dan Rasulullah SAW telah lama memilih untuk mencintai kita, jauh lebih lama, lebih dahulu daripada ketika kita benar-benar memilih untuk mencintai Allah SWT dan Rasulullah SAW. "

*terasa jiwa dihentak bertubi-tubi. gulp*

now who can say Allah doesn't love us? after all His blessings that were given to us....

who can say that Rasulullah doesn't love us, even we didn't even get the chance to meet him? who did he mention when he is in sakaratulmaut, the most painful moment of all pain?

anddd...

when will we actually choose to love Allah, to love Rasulullah, who loved us sooooo much?

Allahu.

*lempang diri sendiri berkali-kali*

bulatan gembira yang menjana iman, moga-moga inshaAllah.

Allah, berkatilah usaha kami di jalanMu. redhakan ukhuwah kami yg terjalin keranaMu.

moga hati-hati ini Allah tautkan dan kuatkan hingga ke jannah :)

ALHAMDULILLAH.